I usually dont like romance movie because when i do i always wind up asking myself whats wrong with you ? why cant you have that relationship? but the truth is i dont know what iam doing  i throw myself in to the deep end and expect him to save me. He never comes  and when “he ” is temporaraley here he acts like he loves me them somehow mind fucks me with this sad excuse of why he cant love me then finds some other girl and repeat. When will this dreadful cycle that i call my love life end?  i a just a sex blob object with no name to you people WTF